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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright

  BOOKS BY SUSAN M. BAGANZ

  Dedication

  Author’s Note

  Lady Valeria

  Prologue

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  6

  7

  8

  9

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  20

  Epilogue

  ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Thank you

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  God Can Help!

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  Lord Harrow’s Heart

  Susan M. Baganz

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.

  Lord Harrow’s Heart

  COPYRIGHT 2018 by Susan M. Baganz

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  Publishing History

  Prism Edition, 2018

  Electronic Edition ISBN 978-1-5223-9792-2

  Published in the United States of America

  BOOKS BY SUSAN M. BAGANZ

  Black Diamond Regency Romantic Suspense

  The Baron’s Blunder (Prequel) novella

  The Virtuous Viscount (Book 1)

  Lord Phillip’s Folly (Book 2)

  Sir Michael’s Mayhem (Book 3)

  Lord Harrow’s Heart (Book 4)

  The Captain’s Conquest (coming soon)

  Orchard Hill Contemporary Romances

  Pesto & Potholes

  Salsa & Speed Bumps

  Feta & Freeways

  Root Beer & Roadblocks

  Bratwurst & Bridges

  and others coming soon!

  Historical Christmas Novella

  Fragile Blessings

  Gabriel’s Gift

  Short Story Compilation

  Little Bits O’ Love

  Dedication

  To Heidi B. who has been a sweet friend, a listening ear, and a coach as we both navigate this tumultious journey through life. Thank you for being there for chai and chat, and everything in between.

  Author’s Note

  During the tempestuous years between 1800-1820 or the more specific “Regency” years of 1811 to 1820, it was common for the upper classes, especially the men, to drink various forms of alcohol as part of their daily life. A glass of port wine was often savored by the men after the evening meal. French brandy was considered superior and highly coveted even though England was at war with France. In these stories my characters do at times drink, and sometimes even to excess with serious consequences for their overindulgence. This is not in any way a recommendation on the part of the author or Pelican Book Group to advocate the drinking of alcohol or to abuse any substance. Laudanum is an opiate that was often prescribed medicinally (although many did become addicted to the drug). The use of these in the story are merely an attempt to use this period in history and its notorious excesses as a backdrop where appropriate.

  Lord, I don’t know where to go or who to trust.

  Please keep my son and me safe from the evil that

  surrounds us.

  Lady Valeria St. John

  Heart

  Καρδία kardia kar-deeʹ-ah the heart, i.e. (figuratively) the thoughts or feelings (mind), also (by analogy) the middle; - +(broken)heart(ed)

  But as it is written, eye hath not seen, nor ear heard,

  neither have entered into the heart of man,

  the things which God hath prepared

  for them that love him.

  1 Corinthians 2:9 (KJV)

  Prologue

  The Duke of Diamonte, also known as the elusive Black Diamond, stewed as he paced the expensive Turkish carpet in his study. His staff had been wisely avoiding him since he’d returned to the estate.

  He’d killed the wife and unborn child of Sir Michael Tidley, his by-blow from a liaison designed to ruin Tidley’s grandfather. Michael had proven a worthy adversary, but he’d have to deal with him at some other time. For now, his focus turned to his grandson, Dartanian. Since his only legitimate son, Damon, had died, the Duke had been stalking his daughter-in-law, Valeria. The emotional games he played with her were nothing compared to what he would do when he found her again.

  Valeria had done well in covering her tracks. He grew frustrated with the fruitless efforts of his minions in searching for her and his grandson. When he found them, he had plans to torture her further. He’d never hurt the boy. At least not yet. Too many grand dreams were tied up in that lad whether or not his mother cooperated. He had no qualms about punishing Valeria. She had cost him precious time. She would pay dearly for her betrayal in leaving. He knew just how to draw her back into his lair.

  “Bellen!” he called for his butler.

  The weak-kneed man was slow in responding. “Yes, my lord?”

  “Have my horse saddled and a bag packed. I depart for London within the hour.”

  The man bowed and backed out of the room, shaking in fear.

  The Duke stood and stared into the fire. “Soon, sweet Valeria. Soon you will wish you had never crossed me and rue the day I rescued you. I may have a use for you yet. A spare son is always an asset.” He clenched his teeth. She would never leave here again and once he had a second son to replace Damon, not even her precious Dartanian would be safe. Such was the fate of those who crossed him.

  Once he found his grandson…he could move forward with his plans.

  1

  London 1812

  The perfectly matched black horses pranced down Rotten Row in Hyde Park. The sun shimmered on their muscular flanks as the high-steppers moved along pulling the open carriage.

  “What do you think, Phillip?” Lord Theodore Harrow asked as he loosely held the reigns.

  “They are a sight to behold, Theo, but why are you even considering buying this pair? You own enough horseflesh already. I realize you possess the money to spend, but as beautiful as these horses are, they appear high-strung to me.”

  “I don’t have your dashing good looks, Phillip. If I want to attract a bride, I need to be noticed.”

  Phillip shook his head and laughed. “Theo, all you need to do is show up at a dance and propose to any young debutante there. They would trip over themselves to get your ring on their finger.”

  “All for a title and my money.”

  “What’s wrong with that? It is the way many marriages in the ton are made.” Phillip’s eyebrows went up as he folded his arms. “It�
�s not worth them loving you for the horses in your stable.”

  “You have all managed to make love matches. I want a woman who will love me. Me. Not my title or wealth. I want what you, Marcus, and Michael have.”

  “Are you willing to go through what we went through to get there, Theo? I don’t regret anything when it comes to my dearest Beth. I would prefer to have done it without the kidnapping and attempted murder of both her, me, and our unborn child.”

  Theo waved a hand at this friend. “You came out all right in the end.”

  Phillip sighed, and Theo could sense his gaze on him. How could he get his friend to understand? His friends and their wives adored each other. For once Theo wanted a woman to gaze at him like Elizabeth looked at Phillip. Or Josie at Marcus. Or Katrina at Michael. He was left behind in the game of love. He wanted someone to love him for who he was inside. He decided to drop the conversation for the moment. He’d hoped Phillip would understand.

  “What about God, Theo? Have you considered your relationship with Him?”

  “Pardon?” Theo almost dropped the reins in surprise. “Why would you bring that up?”

  “You want love. The basis of love that we all have with our wives is Jesus Christ. I realize that for Michael and me, it didn’t start out that way, but now I cannot imagine any way I could be happily married to anyone without having God as part of the equation.”

  Theo clenched his teeth. “I don’t want to talk about religion on a beautiful morning like this.” The clip clop of the horses’ hooves kept time to the symphony of bird sounds from the trees around them.

  His friend let the subject drop for now but it would probably be raised again. While Marcus never preached at him, Phillip and Michael had been exerting more pressure on him to explore Christ and a “relationship” with him. Absurd.

  As if God would care to have a relationship with him. Most women weren’t interested except for his title and wealth and beyond that, he possessed little else to offer to God. He shook his head and focused on the beautiful horses pulling his new carriage.

  The park was sparse this morning in the way of human traffic. There were a few governesses or nurses with their young charges, taking the air. The elite, fashionable crowd was still sleeping off the previous night’s excesses.

  Theo yawned. He would go home and back to bed when he was done here. There were no other plans.

  A horse jolted, and the reins were almost pulled out of Theo’s hands as the other one reared. With a jerk the carriage moved forward at greater speed.

  “What?” Theo yelled, “Whoa!” He pulled back on the reins, but the horses plunged forward anyway.

  “Get them under control, Theo.”

  “What did you think I was doing? Waltzing with them?” Really, Phillip could be quite irritating at times. He would have asked Michael to join him today, but he was still in the country.

  The horses careened off the road and by sheer force of will, Theo urged them back on.

  A small child ran into their path and stopped to stare as they bore down on him. As the nightmarish consequences raced through his brain, Theo pulled back on the reins with all his might. “Pull the brake, Phillip!”

  The horses reared and pawed in the air. Theo feared the child would be killed underneath their sharp hooves.

  A woman dressed in black rushed forward and pushed the child out of the way as the horses’ hooves came crashing back to the ground.

  Phillip gasped out loud. The horses went only a little beyond the accident and finally slowed, foam forming on their heaving sides. Theo threw the reins to Phillip and jumped down to run back to the prone figure lying in the grass. His heart beat fast and sweat beaded on his forehead. He reached the individual, her face and form faced away from him. He moved around her and knelt. Blonde hair escaped its pins and the cap she’d worn was laying close by. “Ma’am?”

  He reached out to brush the hair off her face and checked her pulse. She was alive. Theo sighed in relief. He moved to roll her to her back and uncovered the little boy tucked underneath her.

  The young man stood up, red-faced. He kicked the ribs of the woman who’d saved his life. She didn’t make a sound. “How dare you? My mama is going to be told about this and you will be fired!” The little boy’s face was scrunched up and his bottom lip stuck out.

  Theo grabbed the young man’s arms and turned him so he could glare in his stubborn face. “You, young man, are fortunate to be alive. What were you thinking running away from your nanny? You could have been killed!”

  The boy folded his arms across his chest and began tapping his feet and yawned. “How dare you talk to me that way? Don’t you realize who I am?”

  “You are a spoiled little boy with more sass than sense,” Theo proclaimed, but he did release his arms from the boy.

  “I am Master Reginald Fishbottom.”

  Theo snorted at the proclamation. Fishbottom was a name associated with trade. He’d met a couple who must be this brat’s parents at one event. Social climbers trying to use money to buy title and status and doomed to fail because of their puffed-up arrogance. “Well, Master Fishbottom. Lord Theodore, Marquess of Harrow at your service. What is your governess’s name? I will attempt to rouse her and escort you both back to your home in my barouche.”

  The boy’s eyes lit up as he glanced over at the shiny carriage and the now calm and docile horses grazing with Phillip by their side.

  “Can I go by the horses?” The boy’s eyes were bright now, his face smudged and dirty.

  “Her name first, if you please.”

  The boy glanced at his caretaker with eyes narrowed and a scowl. “Mrs. Wilson,” he spat out. He raised his eyebrows at Theo expectantly.

  “Lord Westcombe is with the horses. You may go wait by him.”

  The young man’s scorn was replaced by a grin and he ran over to the carriage.

  Theo turned his focus to the woman lying in the road in front of him. Her face was dirty and a cut on her cheekbone showed where she’d been grazed. “Mrs. Wilson?” He touched her shoulder and shook her gently.

  She moaned in pain and her brown eyes opened to look up at him.

  Theo’s heart skipped a beat as he gazed at her. Bruised and dirty she still took his breath away. “Mrs. Wilson?” He asked more gently and her eyes narrowed.

  “Do I know you? What happened?” She looked around and spied the horses and carriage as well as her charge off in the distance. “Reginald!” If she was trying to yell, she failed miserably. She struggled to rise and quickly fell back to the ground in pain. Her left hand touched her right shoulder.

  “Mrs. Wilson. I am Lord Harrow. I’m terribly sorry about the accident. May I assist you? I will take you to your home and fetch a doctor for you.”

  She grimaced in pain. “The accident would not have happened if L’Enfant terrible had not tried to run away from me. It was not your fault.”

  Theo picked up on her French accent. “You are too generous, Mademoiselle. Does your shoulder hurt?”

  Her hand moved to the base of her neck on the left side. “Yes. I fear I have injured my shoulder.” Her eyes became watery.

  “Let me assist you to stand and convey you home.” He put his arm around her back from the other side and helped her. She was a tall woman who stood eye level to him. She wobbled so he pulled her closer to him. “I have you. Lean on me.”

  She shook her head and tried to pull away.

  Theo held fast. “Allow me. Please?”

  Mrs. Wilson’s brows furrowed together but she nodded. He escorted her over to the carriage and helped her in. He picked up young Reginald and plopped him on the seat across from her. “Where do you live, young man?”

  The boy gave an address only a few blocks out of the park.

  Theo went to Phillip.

  “How is she?” Phillip asked.

  “Injured. Will you drive us to their home? I need to make sure she is well taken care of and that her employer understands what happened.”
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  Phillip took the reins and jumped up to the driver’s seat as Theo got into the back by Mrs. Wilson. With a jerk the carriage moved forward, and the young woman winced in pain.

  Theo could not help but stare. Even bruised, she was stunning. Her hair fell around her shoulders. It was the color of butter and appeared soft as silk. His fingers twitched, longing to touch those tresses. Sitting near her he could smell orange blossoms and it took him back to his childhood, visiting his beloved Grandmother Bennett. She always had homemade treats and a sweetly scented hug for him, even up until her passing a few years ago.

  The woman next to him possessed the bearing of the aristocracy though, not that of a servant, and he found himself intrigued. He would have never in the past sought to pursue someone in service but speculated that she was a noble woman who had fallen on hard times. She was not eying him as her next meal ticket, but with wary caution.

  As they pulled up to the Fishbottom townhouse he knew only one thing for certain. He had found the woman he had been searching for. She wore widow weeds. He wondered how long it had been since she’d lost her husband.

  ~*~

  Valeria ached all over. Even breathing hurt. It was such rotten timing for Reginald to enact such a scene at Hyde Park. She’d experienced terror when the wicked little boy ran away and right into the path of those horses. She’d watched her future being trampled under those hooves. She was under no illusion that her heroic act would have any bearing with her puffed up employers.

  She let her breath out slowly. Her collarbone hurt like the dickens and she clenched her teeth so as not to whimper in pain with each bounce of the well-sprung barouche she found herself in. She glanced over at the handsome man by her side.

  Lord Harrow was sturdy, and of a height to her, with darker, sandy blond hair, grey eyes, and a gentle demeanor. Such a man provided protection, as many she dwarfed with her own height. If she were seeking a husband, the benign man beside her would be who she would want. But she didn’t want another husband. As much as she found herself physically attracted to this lord, she was in no position to strike up a romance.